starting a new life on the west coast

so recently i have decided to move to San Diego, Ca. with my fiancee John.things have been going very well so far. right now its just a matter of money for us to move out of his parents house and into our own apartment. we looked at a two bedroom today ,but we just don't have the money right now for a deposit.he has been working nights as a CNA for a nurse staffing agency . my parents hate the fact that i have decided to try living on my own again , they think i'm going to become homeless if i dont get my shit together and keep a bank account above -$25. i'm in debt right now up to my ears . its starting to take a toll on me emotional . i have been feeling like i'm letting my parents down , but if i can turn things around then everything should be alright . joh owes my parents a large sum of money from when we lived in Oneonta, ny. i like Johns parents in all but i want us to have are own place again . i have my car payment due in two weeks . i still owe last months . i asked John t pay for it because he is working and i am not . i left my job at sliver circle back in October. i started at Michael's arts and crafts , but didn't last long due to me calling out and not having a doctors note. Now Michaels is saying i never worked for them and that they are not going to pay me . that is a big problem. i have been going to many interviews and hope to hear from some of the prospective jobs that i have sent my resume to and had interviews with. i have no idea what i'm going to do if i don't find a job in the net few weeks.